Monday, February 26, 2007

Me@Nostalgia

I have been feeling really nostalgic for past few weeks…Recently I heard the song ‘PAL’ by KK again….and I have been in the mood of reminiscence ever since…..

The day is almost there when I will be out of college…..end of my education life….and then into the real world…..which I feel scared of at times.

By each passing day I am feeling more and more nostalgic…I have started listening music which evokes such feelings….every action I take I try to relate it to past…..yesterday itself when I was riding my friend’s bicycle….the days when I used to ride my cycle to school, to play TT, to take tuitions…..came to my mind………and in turn thought will I ever get such a chance again…..Another incident that happen yesterday…..really wanted to watch Filmfare awards choreographed by Shiamak…..but couldn’t see because of some unavoidable circumstances……this took me back to the times when I attended SDIPA classes in New Delhi….left it because had to come here…..again the thought that struck me was that will I ever get an opportunity again…….

Many things have happened in recent past….they would have all been just normal things….but as I could related some of them to what I went before ( as I am in the mood of reminiscence)…….these little things became a bit important and consequently reminding me of my past……

Feeling of nostalgia is no big deal and is a common phenomenon that everybody goes through at different stages of life………but for me it has been something more than this….never left so nostalgic ever before in my life……May be its because all the fun is going to come to an end, or may be because so called the golden days of life will soon be gone….and then shortly the time will come when I will have to shoulder responsibilities….another reason could be the friends…….love that my friends have showered on me here is not even funny…..I always had loads of friends….but here its something special…..have become so fond of some friends here ( I hope I am not sounding weird here) that I really can’t imagine the day when we will depart ( I will like to be in touch with all my friends here after I go)….and then how difficult it will become to be in touch and thought of.. ‘Will we ever share the same kind of friendship’ gives me a nerve breaking time……

10 comments:

Aparna said...

I'll miss your smart one liners!! :P

for eg: "for every porn theres a corn!"

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strangely i also think of how things will be once we leave this place..but i'm sure it'll all fall in place..
and unlike ur earlier friendships u better keep in touch with us..or else...u've had it!

sun!l samuel said...

like what John Lennon said.....Life is what happens to you when you are busy making plans for the future....maybe NID was just that phase

Aparna said...

sunil: u are too good! :P

Aur Batao said...

appu: Will miss urs too..

niti: I will try my best....but it has to be from both the sides..

Sunil: Thanks

maithilikabre said...

Im so not the person to talk about nostalgia...
'Anyway...from what I've learnt from all my close friends is that it always works both ways..n sometimes you pester n pester till the other person responds...but its just worth it!!!...:)

Aparna said...

congratulations! this post garners the most responses! kyon senti maara na! ;)

teamea said...

Well Arpit, m not quite sure about the 'fun is going to come to an end' or of the golden days of life soon being gone! kuch aur batao!

You are the kind who will stay '18 till you die' so don't 'feel scared'... besides, i have full confidence in paper weights! May the good times roll!

Mugdha said...

i had never thought i would get senti abt this place ever, but as the days are closing in...it is just feeling terribly strange

Aparna said...

is this all SUPERFICIAL or the truth?!